I get so frustrated at how little I draw.. It's only my own lack of self discipline & motivation, but still.. It's frustrating.

But! It's a new year, & I'm thinking a challenge would be a wonderful way to kick-start actually developing my skills, rather than just letting them go to waste. I've seen so many artists pass me in skill level, just due to practice & hard work, & although it's a bit of a wake up call, it's inspiring at the same time that people can grow so much.

I really have to get my ass into gear & practice.

Time to go find some 30-day challenge or something

& I can't afford my rent or food anymore, but oh well. I won't starve, my body can eat itself.